| sorry i havent been updating this blog i been real busy with school and all...will i think you should let me know that the guy i was obessing over in the other blogs is no longer in my life and i am glad for it..i was just being easily fooled and i am glad it is over for good..i have recently found someone else and he is a great guy..he is a bit of a nerd/dork but i love that about him..haha i really do like those kinds of guys....and i love being with him he i just awesome..i am starting to really fall hard for him...he is just always there and understands me..doesnt want to change me unless that change is for the better like he actually had got me to quit smoking and i have smoked in 2 days i didnt think it was possible at the rate i was going but i am glad i finally quit cause now i have money...lol and i am not blowing it on cigs...i think its safe to say i am really in love with my boyfriend..lol |
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| i guess things are good between us...cause today before work we just made out in the parking lot of home depot...hahaha i really like him and i know how much he likes me cause he tells me everyday and reall hope it works out cause he is the best guy i ever dated....and i will be sad when its over... |
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| we have been talking more since we have been emailing a lot back and forth...so its a good thing..cause i miss him soo much and wish he was with me instead of her...but i understand where he coming from and says he has really stronge feelings for me hopefully they are strong enough to leave her for me...but i dont know...we will see..cause i dont want to waste all this time waiting on him if its not going to happen...but also...he is worth the wait... |
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| man wtf he called me early in the morning saying that he was going to email me but i havent gotten shit from him....should i be worried he probably got busy i shouldnt be sooo parnoid...but i cant really help it...oh god please up me out here....hear me please i need you more then anything...my heart is in your hands...please dont let it get hurt... |
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| i hate it when i build up my hopes...hopefully i just wont come crashing down on my ass... |
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